Monday, April 30, 2007
yah wats the reason
exam exam exam and lots to come
haiz the moment u look at yr bks
u feel like fainting lah
anyway its like totally damn
wat to do ?
eat snacks
listen to music
go online
watch TV
errr like tht got time?
sure GOT
its juz yr planning
haha
juz kiddding dun mind mi!
posted at 10:26 PMInuyasha
Friday, April 27, 2007
wah the sianx i slept for 5hrs
haha wa lao slp slp slp non stop
haiz lol anyway slping for long is gd k?
if u dun believe try staying up the entire nite
and i can gurantee tht u slp half way through
hoho
laughing down the streets....
posted at 5:44 AMInuyasha
Thursday, April 26, 2007
always nutz bout exams
dunno happi or sad
everytime i always veri unprepared wan
no choice lah
blah blah
i tink maybe i shd juz shut off
lol
posted at 7:43 AMInuyasha
Sunday, April 22, 2007
yes and no y did i say so?
cos it has been nth but empty wishes tht dun eva come true...
in light of the exams
i have a few simple wishes
>1st-i wld like to study as much as possible<
though i noe its gonna be hard
wif the EV and also remedial taking up alot of time
>2nd-i wld like to learn how to do my best instead of nt being bothered like usual haha<
tis wld be much easier for mi to achieve
>3rd-i wld like to prove to mr loh tht i wld get A1 for my amaths Hmph! i wld neva wan him to suan mi!!!<
haha tis is sth i must and shall achieve WATCH OUT!
>4th-i wld wan to at least get a A for chem<
cos i dun wan mrs loh to crap crap at mi
saying i so damn weak at it
canot i hate it i wan to be better lol
hmnnnn
>5th-i wld like to get at least a b3 the least la for CH<
cos i realli am upset at failing my SS all the time
no i shd say i am sick of it lol
>6th-i wld like to be happi even during exams<
>7th-i hope tht we will get into the preliminary round<
posted at 5:26 AMInuyasha
Friday, April 20, 2007
i juz linked another frenz
pls i realli hate it if u spammed
any of those i linked
so pls i beg u dun be an idiot...
i juz like to have more frenz k?
anyway was veri happi todae
cos judges re fairly happi
which is quite gd news lah
i mean i dun expect anymore ....
after the NEA presentation
realised tht i did veri little for tis project
wonder whether is it correct for such a leader like mi to do so?
i wonder
i mean i onli control the com no big deal rite
but somehow i can neva bring myself to read out script
i dunno y i nid help!!!
i realli canot
i tremble at the thought of it...
y y y
i keep asking myself leaving myself clueless for ans
i hate it
i hate myself for being unable to do my best for tis project...
i realli canot forgive myself
y always regrettting things onli after it happens?
???
YYYYYYYY????
SOB SOB SOB :'( im so sorri!!!
posted at 5:33 AMInuyasha
Wednesday, April 18, 2007
Bring frenz close but bring yr enemies closer
thts sth i neva believe till recently
all of a sudden i had tis ominous feeling
tht some idiot might have been making use of mi
i dunno wat to do but to keep a lookout for danger
anyway thts nt wat i am worried but if realli serious
i may try considering Ignorance is BLISS
as a way to escape if realli left wif no choice
but as for now i tink i shd try to find a way to get out of all tis crap
pls oh god let mi see who's true to mi and who's not
cos i am bad at tis veri bad lol
other than tht i am bsi wif weatherstudy and also EV
haiz these 2 things har nearly killed mi!!!
posted at 4:10 AMInuyasha
Saturday, April 14, 2007
ONLI OF I CAN I WILL
but it's hard
i am trying to finish the presentation
i am feeling a bit cramped for time
i dun mind but i cant felt useless doing onli the presentation
and nth to do wif the script
yes it seems abit too late
wonder whether i did okay was also another worry
i realli dunno y but i feel so helpless
but thts okie
anyway i manage to fall aslp halfway while deciding
the colour for the background
oops did any of my saliva stain onto the com
damnit
it better dun happen again....
scared the hell out of mi
mainly being too tired was my main reason...
or am i juz finding an excuse?
DAMN MI!
posted at 5:08 AMInuyasha
Friday, April 13, 2007
juz went to bugis
to eat mos burger
kinda nice lah lifts up my spirits
then went to kinokuyia
still upset at nt being able to find T.C. art bk
but yq say have but at takashimaya
but i dun go there often
HAIZ
wat to do???
i realli wanna noe how much it costs how does it look like
seriously tht is the onli time i like sth so much
anyway back to the pt
i still can onli find XXXholic plusX illustrations
dunno wat is tht
anyway they re both under CLAMP works
then i went to try MELTZ under KFC
it was great!!
i realli like it haha
posted at 8:50 AMInuyasha
Monday, April 09, 2007
somehow life doesnt seem any better
wif the days closing into Olvls
if u wanna noe how mani daes to Olvls
check out SCH blog
he got put up a pop up!!!
LOL i hating amaths
veri difficult to catch getting worse
but the main pt is i dun see
how maths is gonna be used in being a vet?
LOL
ritezzzz
sleeping yeah i noe cos of Olvls
to get into TP
i have no choice
whether i like it or nt
its juz tht way
but anyway thts damn lame!!
posted at 7:03 AMInuyasha
Sunday, April 08, 2007
yeah ritez i am a human
so pls dun treat mi like a robot
tink i can do everything on my own
i realli hate tht
and i am nt perfect so dun expect mi
to egt all As for my subjects
yeah tis is wat i gonna say
if eva my mum realli wanna listen to the truth
cos i realli hate the way she treated mi
anyway mani of us hate the way our parents
treat us ....
cos they wan us to aim for the highest
so maybe if we canot touch the moon
at least the stars then...
yah ritez....
MUAHHAHAHHAA
i dun believe tis crap!!!
posted at 4:17 AMInuyasha
Saturday, April 07, 2007
juz after going bbq
at my cousin house
actually to celebrate my cousin birthdae
and it seems so simple
but it rained all of a sudden
no choice have to start the fire...
then sam had no choice
but to face the rain and light the fire
seemed irony but haiz all the same
lol
anyway the main pt is tht i enjoyed myself
no matter wat the main motive was
but truely it was a bit painful
NVM
i devoted myself to remaining silent
foreva
yah ritezzz
be happi as always lahlahlah
posted at 8:22 AMInuyasha
Friday, April 06, 2007
finding the purpose to live here in earth
finding the reason y i nid to study
blah blah blah
mani will say cos nid to find work wat!
then somemore leh?
to be in front instead of behind
another reliable crap reason...
wat shd i do to find the real reason
y we re on earth
for each other? for others?
for u?
maybe...
i dunno and i dun noe where to find it
anyway as i was being lame...
i decided to be happi go lucky
for the time being
then maybe i be able to find it
posted at 3:43 AMInuyasha
Thursday, April 05, 2007
i dunno but it was sad
tht i cld do nth but reassure myself
as time goes by
it seems so sad i cld nt take it...
have u eva felt tht when someone close left u
and u noe its foreva
it felt like tearing yr heart apart
thts wat i dread yet i felt it coming close
i wan it far away... i believe in her
she will make it
she is strong i noe she will be too...
no matter wat happens,
i shall pray for her
and i noe she will be fine...
posted at 3:56 AMInuyasha
Wednesday, April 04, 2007
it seems like foreva
i mean the path of studying
it seems like competition neva ends
as far as i noes, it realli is hard and painful
since we re against each other...
its realli tiring
even the litlle bit scores might become the topic for a dae
somewat thts wat is happening all around
i hate it
the comparision pple always had
it realli sux no offence
i hate tis world the reason y we re on earth
i wanna find it
i wanna tell everyone tht i live for others
but will i find the courage to do so?
posted at 2:46 AMInuyasha
gargar desu xD
loves dar <3 alot
cosplay too
animals cos they are so cute
frenz who stand beside mi always
hates life sometimes
saddness tht comes along wif alot of things
backstabbers = = gossipers wateva
animal abusers ought to die