Monday, April 28, 2008
now i m damn freaking tired
sorri if i get pissed and become nutz
i m troubled
no its nt over BOYS
but over my family
i suggest u dun ask
cos i dunno too wat is going on?
I M SO UPSET I CANT CRY
if i do i be even weaker i cant but i dunno wat to do
im so helpless wat i do now i m like a zombie w/o soul
my world is breaking down
i felt liek as if my hear tis been torn to pieces
and then as when hope is back
it is gone like a wind
i m IN A MESS
i walk frm home to schl
and then back to a place whr i no longer call home
i dun feel lyke going back
i decided to go back as late as possible
i do anything to avoid tht void space
which has nth but despair
to leave things as it is i m escaping non stop
no matter wat
posted at 6:49 AMInuyasha
Sunday, April 20, 2008
DAMNIT the truth is tht i hate my CLASS
sorri if u re one of them
cos i dunno it juz felt so DAMN freaking out of reach
i ju felt so suffocating
int tis class full of unknown
I DUNNO BUT I FELT LIKE JUZ ESCAPING FRM ALL TIS
running endlessly away frm the fact tht i m no longer
wif the frenz closer to mi
i m so helpless i cried in hope tht all will be over
after 3 yrs
tht even if i dunno my class well nvm
i still have CDS and more importatnly CCA
i m running again frm them
I CANT HELP BUT STARE into the open sea of UNKNOWN
everytime i m in class
I HATE IT I HATE TIS FEELING!!!
DAMNIT I WANNA GET OUT!!!!~~~~
the onli soothing fact is tht i have frenz still wif mi in TP
chi chi still go out wif mi
plus et will still come and plae DJ max wif mi
and also chat bout harvest moon
NTH will separate us
I HOPE NTH.......
posted at 10:37 AMInuyasha
Friday, April 18, 2008
nth to say juz post for fun
posted at 10:55 PMInuyasha
Wednesday, April 16, 2008
yes yes finally got them frm accion blog
if u re interested the link is www.accionbang.blogspot.com
yah its my FOC grp
THEY RE SO ENTHU compared to current ASC grp
aob aob
oh yah the songs there re nice too
hehe i m always listening to theirs
the pics here u go
posted at 7:04 AMInuyasha
Monday, April 14, 2008
yah wrong spelling for the guy
Eric chinese name shd be Ze Sheng
i sux at chinese sorri la
anyway i will try to find his photos and mr loh ones
bah oh yah the camp was abit of like sec 3
abig difference wld be the crowd involved
there re more enthu pple
u wont see the same pple more than 3X up there
but i tink in sec 3 its the same all the time
lol faintz ..
posted at 5:21 AMInuyasha
Saturday, April 12, 2008
I M SUFFERing a bit though
MORE LIKE ALOT no dun worri i didnt injure myself
but then i sustained lots of rashes
u will understand if u suffer
TP camp FOC rox!!!
ecept for tht part above dots
tp MASS DANCE veri nice....
i get to dance wif a guy for 1st time
then Sarah 2nd time and A girl for 3rd time
lol quite fun regardless of whoeva i m dancing wif
but then i was dancing as a guy wif Sarah sob sob sob so diff.
cos i m too used to dancing as a girl
lol the guy veri nice 1st time lead mi often then
i always forget steps
diao
then we have JAM AND HOP
but nt in the dark cos lighting got problem
plus VC have to take photos VC stands for visual central
dancing was easy
cos i learn frm my DPA orientation for breakdance
OMG look at sarah reaction shocked
actually i wont dance if the crowd nt enthu
but my FOC crowd so enthu if cos must dance la
haha i cant believe it sarah can dance para para
but cant dance normal ones like follow the music
strange isnt it cos i m the other way round
sorri if tis post is too long
thts cos i got too mani things to talk bout tis FOC
to help i will continue on next post
pls await
BAH one more thing
I SAW TIS GUY our senior frm GM called zheng se
but now called as Eric look like my tutor MR loh
REALLI i kept confusing myself wheneva i see him
posted at 8:45 AMInuyasha
Tuesday, April 08, 2008
i m becoming a gamer
as i m taking time off to plae final fantasy criss core
omg eng version of cos
i m still ctuck at genesis sword
DAMNIT its juz a sword and it has 230k hp wth
at first when i was talking to sarah i didnt realise i tot it was 23k
wat a big diff
damnit lah nvm tml i ask chi chi
to help mi finish it off
i tink i m no gamer still compared to her
she killed it and genesis after 7 tries
then the game hanged WTF
haha tinking of hang i was reminded of ET
when she said her harvest moon hang
lol when she won the dog race
though i won it and i m fine
YEAH top breeder i m proud of it
pls dun mind my typing error
cos i m typing under almost total darkness okie
dots its like 2.30 in the morning onli i m awake
i m doing sth illegal so canot say here
u wanna noe call mi la
haha JKJK anyway i m veri sad
when i saw zack being killed by his own pple
I WAS LIKE GO AND DIE ....
y re they doing tis
DAMN them ...
i was nearly crying when i saw how zack slowly died
and lost all his DMNW
especially the part wif arieth i was like sobbing away....
posted at 11:33 AMInuyasha
Sunday, April 06, 2008
lol i find my world getting dark
there is nth but the asame things going on
nth interesting
nth to motivate mi to move on
there is nth to let mi continue....
i dunno maybe cos i m too bored
my life seems to be following the same pattern
og waking,plaeing, eating,plaeing,eating,plaeing then slping
every damn dae is the same crap
i cant take it i feel like stopping all these
it has absolute nth to do wif whether when schl starts
will i feel diffirent i guess my ans is definite no
since i passed my DPA program
i felt totally empty damnit no one i can trust there
i m juz putting up a mask
a mask tht shows nth but fake smiles
and feelings
i wanna juz die and end tis pattern of living
nth is worth living .... i hate tis life.....
DAMN.....
posted at 10:22 AMInuyasha
Wednesday, April 02, 2008
sorri if i alwauys complained down here
cos i realised i dun have luck tis is true ever since young
nth gd often happens to mi
try listing down ..... omg
wth
plus if sth bad happens, it will be piled up
these has happened 4X WTF
okie couting the gd things happening
also lesser than bad things
OMG>>>>>>>>>>>>>
i veri upset
veri sad
posted at 11:02 AMInuyasha
Tuesday, April 01, 2008
lol damnit 2dae i lost my thumbdrive
i guess i dropped it
see la i damn suay de
sob sob sob 4gb leh gone juz like tht
damnit it costs mi around $100++
wth
lol sick of complaining then
i was like siah ..............
then i dun even noe whr or when i drop
omg omg omg
the price hurts and the data i lost inside
wat data?
pics of chalet and cosplae la OMG OMG OMG
WAH I VERI SAD...............
no one to help too since i cant ask sb give mi one
then i have no choice but to ask my mum
to buy mi 1 more
i tink i sure kena scolding lol......
WAT THE FK.........
posted at 5:27 AMInuyasha
gargar desu xD
loves dar <3 alot
cosplay too
animals cos they are so cute
frenz who stand beside mi always
hates life sometimes
saddness tht comes along wif alot of things
backstabbers = = gossipers wateva
animal abusers ought to die