Friday, August 24, 2007
nt realli
actually is more of pain
have u eva felt like yr heart is wrenching
yes i juz felt it
so painful even when u drop tears
it doesnt even relieve tis pain
when her eyes looked upon us
it striked both fear and sadness in mi
her eyes have no more glittering like in the past
instead all tht was left was the difficulty of even
opening her eyes can u believe it?
it wld have been worse for my grandfather
who might have to send her daughter on her last road
and yes its wat chinese said bai tou fa song hei tou fa
is the most painful
after juz 10mins of awkward silence
looking at her it felt even worse
i decide i had enugh
and moved out of the room
zi bei and si bei also moved out
its too torturous for them to see their youngest sister
suffering... she's attached to a life support
and her breathing was so tedious
it realli broke my heart as she had always taken care of mi
when i m young unlike my bro who came in onli 2 yrs later so
it was nt tht bad for him
but seriously i must spilled my feelings out here
if nt i m frightened when the dae she leaves
i wont be able to take it.....
somehow as i m typing i m crying as well
its hard i dun wanna write anymore....
posted at 6:09 AMInuyasha
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