Wednesday, September 24, 2008
haha i continue cos now nth to do
lol enjoy
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"Your real parents? I see. Even though I knew where my parents were, I rather not find them now at this time of instability. Moreover if they were to see me in this state, I wonder what their reaction would be... ..." I closed my eyes and looked down thinking about the happy times with my family. Slowly tears just rolled down by itself.
"Now there there, you looked so awful when you cry." Tomoya-san patted me on my head. I looked up. He should have been the same age as me or maybe older. I hesitated to ask. Instead I brushed his hair and smiled. "You really never change much,Tomoya-san. Are you that anxious to find your real parents? It's ok if you don't want to answer."
"Haha, does that mean I look young? I just wanted to know who are my real parents and why they abandon me. I just wanted to know......"
"I see so you suspect they are working in H.P Co.? And I had meant to ask you this ever since you gave me this. What does THE DOGS represent?" I held up my necklace.
"It represents my birth. See THE DOG?"
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i m stuck again so pause lol......
posted at 10:26 AMInuyasha
Tuesday, September 23, 2008
kinda empty
seriously i been feeling tis way ever since schl hols start
now i keep tinking did i choose correctly?
to walk tis path
i keep tinking over and over again
it felt so overpowering i feel like giving up all
i checked ...
even if i come out of poly in end
i cld onli work as a vet assitant or even
alower position
i noe i cant fight for scholarships tis time round
all i can do is do my best >.<
i wonder shd i have chosen JC in e 1st place?
i cant rmb wat motivation i had in e first place
tht pushes mi tis far
i start to forget wat is my initial reason for
coming to poly
its e same for my anime maddness
i somehow cant rmb how or who get mi started
and wat kept mi glued
i cant rmb these .... memories tht once i called precious
all i can rmb re these wasteful daes
in front of my damn com and shopping wif frenz
wasting my $$ tht i earned frm giving tution
which is of no better
i been researching and fixing myself on cosplay
more often than i did in e past
maybe it was regret tht i didnt turn up for my own JCG a/M
but i tot tht i wld learn much more
frm others rather than frm my own CCA
lol
posted at 5:34 AMInuyasha
Friday, September 05, 2008
i rmb it is called boys over flower
typically b4 i started watching i felt bored
reason 1: there is an idiot beside mi poking mi at every kiss scene or funny ones
reason 2: i heard giggling everywhr
reason 3: unknown pple munching on crackers
lol first thing first i dun like any of e guys in e movie
i tink i rate it 2 for nice
then 3 for romantic
we went to EHUB to watch damnit so far
btw i m broke when i came back
cos i bought a botan, a present and a jacket which
i realise i cld use for cosplay but tht wld have to see how
i have nt seen any characters needing a black jacket
maybe shana but i nt cosplaying as her
argh wateva...
rmbing how yi bong stupidly play wif her little chick
chi chi chi
irritating
btw did i mention i saw tis clannad bk which cost $50
i wonder shd i buy?
but i ald bought DGM how???
posted at 10:49 AMInuyasha
gargar desu xD
loves dar <3 alot
cosplay too
animals cos they are so cute
frenz who stand beside mi always
hates life sometimes
saddness tht comes along wif alot of things
backstabbers = = gossipers wateva
animal abusers ought to die