Tuesday, September 23, 2008
kinda empty
seriously i been feeling tis way ever since schl hols start
now i keep tinking did i choose correctly?
to walk tis path
i keep tinking over and over again
it felt so overpowering i feel like giving up all
i checked ...
even if i come out of poly in end
i cld onli work as a vet assitant or even
alower position
i noe i cant fight for scholarships tis time round
all i can do is do my best >.<
i wonder shd i have chosen JC in e 1st place?
i cant rmb wat motivation i had in e first place
tht pushes mi tis far
i start to forget wat is my initial reason for
coming to poly
its e same for my anime maddness
i somehow cant rmb how or who get mi started
and wat kept mi glued
i cant rmb these .... memories tht once i called precious
all i can rmb re these wasteful daes
in front of my damn com and shopping wif frenz
wasting my $$ tht i earned frm giving tution
which is of no better
i been researching and fixing myself on cosplay
more often than i did in e past
maybe it was regret tht i didnt turn up for my own JCG a/M
but i tot tht i wld learn much more
frm others rather than frm my own CCA
lol
posted at 5:34 AMInuyasha
gargar desu xD
loves dar <3 alot
cosplay too
animals cos they are so cute
frenz who stand beside mi always
hates life sometimes
saddness tht comes along wif alot of things
backstabbers = = gossipers wateva
animal abusers ought to die