Monday, February 02, 2009
to tell u e truth ... do u noe when i m on e bus or even mrt???
im dreaming ..i dun mean literally but day-dreaming
and e wierdest dreams pop out
to fall for somebody or to even hate somebody
somehow these feelings become mixed up in mi ....
i dunno isit cos in reality, i neva realli love or hate anyone
or cos i had both feelings which i dun wan to admit
hence i have these wierd dreams
somehow i have tis wierd habit all of a sudden
i keep feeling naseaus when i felt overwhemled by pressure
more likely stress la
i will feel like dying too i have tot of cutting wrists
but tht is stupid cos more than half of e time i dun wear jackets
and its also stupid cos i dun wanna lose blood in self ijury
i m ald losing alot frm scolding e kids in my class
and stressing over the project in my bloody projects
my frenz always say i kena chong
thts cos they re nt doing much
I HATE MY CLIQUE attiitude twds PROJECT
but as much i hate them, they re wat they re
i have to accpet as how they accept mi
i m nt much of a nice person anyway
oh ya for valentine day i be giving roses again!!!
if u wan pls come to mi hugss...
posted at 3:08 AMInuyasha
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