Thursday, September 17, 2009
again..somehow my posts re always tired..or blah blah
but i m serious
i felt exhausting to keep up my mask im sick of pretending
pretending tht i dunno pretending tht i m nt hurt
pretending tht i dun care
i do care!!!
i m juz...
my spirit has been droppin past this wk..
darn my results re ok then y am i feelin tis way
maybe its e animes tht i been watching tht causes tis
T.T my review of sola is gd but schl days is shit..trust mi..so H la..
.. maybe its cos i cant console my fren so i m feelin tis down
i always feel so useless i cant do anything for her while she sob away
i ..m so sick of myself
its e same as e time during sec 4 ...i cldnt do anything
im so useless..
i dunno wat else to type i hate to be tis way..y cldnt i be more helpful?!
posted at 8:11 AMInuyasha
Saturday, September 12, 2009
I have no idea wat to put as title since i going to be slightly random
...
firstly ..wats goin on wif mi now?
:) i juz went to 2 bbq
1 held by my poly clique
and 1 held by my sec 4 class:)
i enjoyed both ALOT!!!
it was realli fun in its own way...
:P i cant help wishing tht time will stop then
my first bbq of e yr was yesterday veri late ard 6....
haiz i tis entire wk was so busi i feel like colapsin soon
i went back ard 11.30pm kena scolding but anyway
4 girls vs 4 guys we took turns cookin
more like e guys re hogging e bbq pit siahave fun wif...
hehe we have 2 goldies,1 cross rottweiler and 1 toy poodle running ard us
begging us for food wif tht cute look in e eyes...
gives up siah...>.< HAHA
..then they also prepared cakes for mi and tricia
M REALLI TOUCHED
THANKZ!!!~~~ oreo cheesecake < gd but i will have to say its nt as gd as hamster one>
we even play forfeit game...
poly pple re realli diff. we re more sporty ..and ya easy to have fun wif
..e forfeits re real scary - dunk head in water
eat leftover, sing loudly in front of house
...
2nd bbq 2dae was more fun in e way tht i m closer to my frenz
WE EVEN DRINK..
we drank anchor, jap beer and other wierd cheapos ... ( haha! )
..we play truth or dare..and drink even more la!!!
OMG!
< mark even took out alochol wif 40% kind one.. = mix tgt wah damn strong >
hopefully i no hangover tml..
..i wanted to say more..but let mi bathe first!!! :X
posted at 9:09 AMInuyasha
gargar desu xD
loves dar <3 alot
cosplay too
animals cos they are so cute
frenz who stand beside mi always
hates life sometimes
saddness tht comes along wif alot of things
backstabbers = = gossipers wateva
animal abusers ought to die