Saturday, July 24, 2010
im slping alot last few days
but i dunno why i still dun haven enugh energy for the next days
i m feeling dead for no reason T.T
im listenin to R&B songs to cheer up and i tink i sat in front my com too long
even though i knew dar neva like mi listenin to them
but i got influenced by chi chi
my left shoulder ish starting to tense up hurting abit
usually i can study veri well in the nite
nowadays i feel so tired and unmotivated i juz stone
realli stone
dar always asks mi to read and relax but nth ish going into my head
isit tht im starting to lose focus on study?
then wats gonna happen?
tis ish my last semester b4 i face my SIP
i cant afford to lose anymore time and effort
im scared and i no longer noe wat to do
i lost 3 days of schls and miss 3 written tests and 1 interview
im gonna reface them tis coming wk
and i feel im nt prepared at all
i dunnno wat to do anymore im so lost, confused and tired T.T
i keep tinking while bathing
tht my hands started to wrinkle its e same when i swim too long
and the rest of the things i was tinking i ald told dar
so some were being addressed
while others im still tinking abit here and there
goes back to yawning b4 staring at my work
posted at 11:04 AMInuyasha
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