Monday, September 13, 2010

I;ve decided to type down my work days everyday so its easier to keep track of wat happened thrghout the day itself
i cant type out whr i work to keep the privacry of the clinic itself
so yah here goes nth
Day1: reached at freaking 8.30+ or so im early by 30mins..cos i woke up at 6.30am means next time juz wake up at 7am
:)
heard a dog barking non stop some whiteXblack medium size dog running all ard..
oh there ish a senior in there by the name of eyonne i hate spelling names
supposed to be one yr my senior i totally no recollection of her..
swt..

there ish another receptionist nt as frenly cant rmb her name
argh but at least she's quite professional
i was standing in the clinic wif nth to do frm 9-10.30 how power ish tht?
i guess they re too bz..
at least by 10.30, a vet tech called Ronald asked mi to help out
he was also the guy tht walked out tails in the morning ard 9am.
he smiled and said hi ..loLs..
Haha anyway

oh b4 tht i shd have stated some sad things i notice.
a Caucasian guy rushed in wif a cat in towel and said emergency to the receptionist
btw at tht pt of time, both vets re booked.
but the receptionist immd told one of the vet to attend to it first..
after 20mins, it was declared dead and the entire waiting rm went silent.
a lady stood beside the guy and cried..holding tightly to the cat.

i felt heartpained even though i neva had a pet cat.
all the ownas in the waiting rm must have felt the same as everyone went quiet
in fact one of the owna even pushed open the door fr her.
i was veri softspoken cos i dun wish to give a bad impression
but the vet techs there re veri frenly helping mi here and there
in fact some saw my scars and i had to lied tht it was due to cats

they believed and smiled
now i wonder how im gonna lie to them bout those on my left arm.
since my formal wear covered them 2dae, i guess im nt bothered tht much
since im going to see a psycharist soon ..
haish im going in alone chances re tht i wont speak at all
= =
LoLs
my supervisor wasnt in so i reported to random vets in the clinc

I learnt alot of new restraint methods and even injection regions/methods..
wah their SC ish realli everywhr one..
most impt i learnt how to do an IV drip properly for the first time
freaking schl has a spoilt one and expects us to do it properly
pui
= = although i nid to comment tht they do nt have enugh drip pump
sth tht controls the drips going into the patient
so interesting how come our schl dun even have..pui X2
must be damn ex since the clinic onli has 2

then i realised tht in the clinc, the vet tech actually noted tht ish a lack of sodium chloride dripw/o the gluocose content
means diabetic patients re in trouble..
o.o
but anyway slashin tht part away,
doing stock up was easy and fun loLs ..
most commmon used needles being 23, 25 and 18G
eh i cant rmb got 21 ma..
= = GG shit..
but i do noe tht syringes re commonly 1,3 and 5 ml

i started off watchin a dental cleaning going on
learn how to identify ginigivitis which ish mild
then scaler and polisher
bella also has a drooling issue
but she ish veri sweet and gentle

next i was introduced to the rest of the staff
unfortunately they can rmb my name but i cant rmb theirs!!! OMG!!~~~
LoLS..
i sux at name rmbing
oh yah..i do rmb the vets surname after getting it wrong once..
dr chan came in much later than dr heng and dr ang
he took on more of the cases in the afternoon

i noticed the layout of the rm was interesting
the front waiting rm cld at most hold onli 6clients or more abit within the clinic
outside there re 4 chairs
i noticed there all clients coming in has to weigh their pets themselves
and it seemed tht then the receptionists will record the weight down
and asked to sign a admission form

then the layout was consultation rm 1 and 2 on the front wif 1 slightly behind
almost same lvl wif the surgery rm but opposite each other
the storage rm ish sandwiched btwn consultation rms
so ish the xray rm
which allows closure by stepping a pedal
its such a long blog ..wow
anyway i like their organisation of cases coming in tht nid surgery done
patient surgery tx vet ACED: pre med KV/P: anaesthetic
PP2- bld test fr liver and kid to test for anaesthetic risk
general calculation
fr drip: 60ml/kg/day might double if nid to for maintenance
FLUTD: due to blockage of urethra
flushing of urethra and drainig bladder
but i do nt understand why sometimes they label the cages in the holding unit
but forgot to label the owna cages..

thts all for now..>_< veri exhausted

posted at 6:42 AMInuyasha

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Wednesday, September 08, 2010

i m losing the mood to do anything
i keep falling aslp while studying thrghout the whole day
other than the fact im tired, the weather ish so nice

i realised im nt even 50% done wif preperation
im so bound to fail tmr paper,
i lost so much time the last wk due to alot of things though i cldnt blame on any of them so now i have to pay back

yah life ish like tht when u nid time, u dun have
when u dun wan time, u have so much tht u do nth but rot
im exhausted trying to struggle frm everything
yet im being pushed rite to the end
life ish so unfair
i tot im ald cursed then i realised its nt tht im cursed
its tht my life was jinxed ever since the start

and yet again my heart ish breaking while typing
i cldnt gather any strength to ctd the conversation
i feel tired..veri tired and yet no one seems to understand
im at the verge of a mental breakdown
but no one seems to care and pple keep rubbing in
wow thanks alot
looks like im fake .. and maybe i realli am

im juz wearing a mask to live on tis life..

posted at 7:33 AMInuyasha

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