Saturday, December 04, 2010
I knew he neva read my blog despite mi reading his blog
guess im silly hoping tht he will read my blog and understand how i feel
my heart still misses mi ..but i no longer wan to use physical to love him
i wan an emotionally fufilling r/s
im now getting to noe another guy ...who ish direct opposite of him
nt bothered of mi and sees frenz more impt than mi
its feeling like i fall for extremes all the times
im nt complaining and its always ended up in 1 sided
love tht ish 1 sided actually hurts the most
and sometimes re reading msges frm the past makes mi so heartbroken
when i wan to delete them, my thumb wld jammed
like as if telling mi tht i shd ctd to hold on..but then my tears drop so fast
tht i cldnt hide it
yet as my tears fall, pple re right
they re juz signs of weakness and nth more
when u do nth bout it, u re still weak stupid and silly
even though so much has happened, i still love him
isit juz mi?
tht my love was so strong yet his was so weak?
i cld forgive him cos i truely love him no matter wat
yet he cldnt forgive mi no matter wat?
then wat re those smses tht promises to be by my side?
wat re those words u promised to mi?
im so tired ..
posted at 8:08 AMInuyasha
gargar desu xD
loves dar <3 alot
cosplay too
animals cos they are so cute
frenz who stand beside mi always
hates life sometimes
saddness tht comes along wif alot of things
backstabbers = = gossipers wateva
animal abusers ought to die