Friday, May 13, 2011
love ish juz a lie
i neva neva wanted to use the word again
its so easy to use it and nt keep to it
love was juz a game to mani pple
whether cupid hits u now or ltr
u neva noe if its juz a arrow tipped wif poison
an arrow tht misses its actual target and fell on u
no wat if the cupid hits u but misses him
then wtf..
u like a person who will neva like him
hence my reasoning fr nt believing in a reglion
i dun wana curse a reglion cos
sth happens
posted at 11:49 AMInuyasha
Sunday, May 08, 2011
i was meant to be alone frm the start
then why bless mi wif so mani frenz ...
make mi happy then take them away one by one
wats the pt.?
my frenz stand beside mi trying to support mi
but my burden too heavy drag everyone down
i rather suffer it alone
no one else has to be bothered
i shd shd have died
then the pain of being wif mi wldnt exist
the pain of noeing a person like mi
the ridiculous fate playing a fool wif my frenz
i m of no value
im here cos i exist thts all
there was no purpose i failed to find my purpose too
wanted to live fr someone yet
tht someone abandon mi and mani others followed
maybe i wasnt worth it
maybe god wans mi to see him earlier
then why make mi in the 1st place?
dun waste time and hurry up take mi away
i noe my time ish running out somehow i feel it
as days go by, running out of purpose and meaning in life
my heart ached at the past and memories
tht i threw away
tht i left behind
i took up all my strength to move on everyday
but its burning my heart away
the pain ...no one cld understand
the person who claimed cld have understand didnt understand too
if he as a person who suffered the same fate cldnt feel the same pain
then who else cld?
no one...
the ans i reached at
im left alone again wif no one to rely on...
posted at 8:52 AMInuyasha
gargar desu xD
loves dar <3 alot
cosplay too
animals cos they are so cute
frenz who stand beside mi always
hates life sometimes
saddness tht comes along wif alot of things
backstabbers = = gossipers wateva
animal abusers ought to die