Sunday, August 28, 2011
I have thought of writing a will to leave behind juz in case anything happens to me.
Yes, I am miriculously writing in clean english so that any simpleton can read and understand.
So you might wonder why now? Why not when I am older around 60 when I fear of dying then? Yes even right now at 4am in the morning, I am still very clear headed. I don't like to lie as much as white lie could do much better than truth in your face. I mean I at this age already been through quite alot of dark and light times so much that I have a mature thinking of at least 25 years old.
My will is very simple of nature.
Anything that carries a dollar tag will belong to my mother. I am considered quite young so I don't have much cash but if I do, it will all go back to my mother. Next anything I still need to take back should be returned to my family for example money or clothes? I am not too sure what others still owed me. All my soft toys should be sold at their marketprice as I am the only sole owner and there is'nt much reason to keep them since I am gone. The money raised from the toys should then help to cover my funeral.
I don't intend to have a lavish one hence just 3days will do for my loved ones including my family and my friends to send me off on my final journey. My costumes should also be sold off if there is a need and if not should be kept. Things that I intend to give my loved ones are in my drawer that is locked and only accessible by my mother. Inside lies my whole life that I treasured. My acessories should also be returned to my mother.
The only exception is the onyx bracelet that I love to wear to important family functions such as wedding. I would love to give it to my current partner who plays a very big part in my life now. By giving him the onyx bracelet, I hope it will remind him that moving on would be more important as it represents my blessing to him in his future without me.
Another important thing I would like to mention is that I would hope that my facebook account will be deactivated as I do not want to torment those living in shadow of my passing. I would also hope that my blog after taking this will in consideration will be deleted away so as to seal away the memories of me from hurting those living.
I realise i missed out another important part. One of my soft toy will be given to my partner as a respect that he has been through a lot with me in my passion and I wish to thank him with all my heart. The toy is a cinamoroll toy that he caught for me and I hope that by returning that toy, he will learn that I appreciated him very much despite our difference in hobby and interests.
Lastly I would hope that my loved ones will understand that I am sorry that I could not fufil all my promises to be with them no matter what and dreams will always remain as dreams. I love u all and I hope that this will would bring some peace to them.
Eunice Ng Li Juan ( my first will )Labels: death, will
posted at 1:15 PMInuyasha
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